Masked Lover  

4biddenlove4us 49F
262 posts
8/21/2006 3:27 pm

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8/31/2006 11:18 am

Masked Lover

Clasping the tail of winged hope, Though foolish, desperate and sad, I stayed above the battlefield With what little strength I had. I could not risk another wound. The few I bore were deep. Hope flew me to higher ground Where silence I would keep. For a time, I remained there, But soon I learned, alas' Hope can save you from your fears, but false hope doesn't last. I was doing well on the journey down. My hope I turned to trust. By the time I reached the ground again My fears had turned to dust. But I was not complete'not yet. I remained a broken soul. The many things that I had lost Had burned a deep, dark hole. For once you understand true love You'll never be the same. Once you've had and lost true love You're empty, shaken, tame. But even then, the future's clear. I chose the way of life. I went to God and offered him My pain, my grief, my strife. Never have I been happier, Or more free from earthly woe. No, life still isn't perfect; I, of all people, would know. Easy now it is to stay On solid, steady ground. I wave goodbye to that false hope To which I'll ne'er again be bound.
I thought I would let you know who it was I loved but you missed by a mile!!!!

rm_Benkai7 55M
2358 posts
8/22/2006 3:55 pm

Dear "4biddenlove4us".

... hugs in any way ...


4biddenlove4us replies on 8/23/2006 2:59 pm:
Thank you. It is much appreciated. You have been a good friend to me but I don't think I can carry on with my emotions as it stands right now. obviously, you recognised by the sound od my voice and probably could hear the tears spilling from mt eyes when we spoke today. I'll do my best to stay strong.
Take care {=}

Dustywidgettoo 60M

8/23/2006 9:53 am

when you've done with the self pity I have need of you. I need you to come back to my new blog and network invite to my new handle.

Then we can begin the party preparations.

4biddenlove4us replies on 8/23/2006 3:01 pm:
I think we all have self pity but mine is of different nature to what you perceive so take a good look in the mirror before you make judgement. I'm in no mood for any party thank you. Have fun amongst yourselves!!!!!!

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