Lonely Curiosity?  

4Luven2 41M
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4/8/2006 12:19 am

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4/10/2006 7:52 pm

Lonely Curiosity?

You know I most recently found myself alone..........oh, wait thats all the time....okay let me start over......I am often times alone so (as most of you probably do)I started reminiscing on past events and then (being that I am a sick, horny bastard)--Sorry that's just the truth---I started to reminisce over past exploits, it was very erotic imagery going on in my mind, but then I paused at the thought of a female that I had the opportunity to be with and didn't because I was scared or young. THen I started making a mental list of several other times that this happened--it was very depressing---and I told myself if I knew then what I knew now I would have taken that opportunity to bone because you never know when you are gonna have brief periods (or Long) of loneliness. And the only thing that is keeping you from jumping off of the highest building is what is going on in the intricate recesses of the mind..........okay now I'm feeling guilty because my thought process took a whole different turn.....I then started to think, Man if I could go back in time or if I ran into those persons now there would be some back breaking and copulation going on......And I said to myself "ran into the person now" that's not a good thought for a married dude to have.....I quickly shook it off as coincidence and preceded to convince myself that I was just talking crazy because I was lonely and sex deprived........ I know everyone has fantasies and crazy thoughts from time to time, but has anyone ever considered hooking up with their "no Scores" from the Past if they could and what was the reason you didn't get it on if the opportunity was there? ALso am I wrong for having these thoughts......I know most of you will probably say "long as you don't act on them", right. But it can be hard some times..............Literally.(ha,ha)


4/8/2006 6:45 am

HEY BABY, sorry for the MIA. To answer your questions. No I don't think along those lines because I pretty much have always done what I desired. Never cheated or wanted to, not my nature. Fantasy is not cheating to me. My two cents. Given your circumstance, think you got some hot, fantasy, mind wandering....CUMing ! Anything else ya do, between you and whoever wants to be your judge! NOT ME! Have a good day sugar!

just a squirrel trying to get a nut

4Luven2 replies on 4/10/2006 2:39 am:
Ummm, huuuh....................Sounds intriguing.........but you know fantasizing is so much easier than the real thing......although maybe not as fun.

Kaliedascope61 41M
4084 posts
4/8/2006 7:20 am

I heard a line in a song by death cab for cutie, this post reminded me of.

"I'll sit and wonder
Of every love that could of been
If I only though of something charming to say"

Great post, you made me go back in my head an think of a few missed oppurtunities.

4Luven2 replies on 4/10/2006 2:40 am:
So you're saying I should have hit it then............gotcha.

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