today?!  

2xmrclean 58M
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1/12/2006 9:44 pm

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10/29/2006 9:18 am

today?!

well today I promised i would not think of you!
and i have already broken that promise a hundred times.
I woke up this morning with you stumbling though my thoughts... how can this be? we had such a brief interlude, our paths crossed for only a moment in time.
yet you have captured my heart(agian)......
not as a caged lion but as one who has been freed, freedom from a cage. freedom so i can explore anything; yet you are the one whom i seek.
while i sleep my spirit trys to find you. so that it may once again know the love of days gone by.
you are the one who draws my thoughts to you. but you have said just friends.
how can i answer?
do you not remember?
the promise we made before?
my life seems desolate with out you.
to hear your voice i would pay immeasurable wealth.
to have your touch i would visit the cusp of death.
you have made my world turn. and yet you do not know! could you?.... you live there.... i live here.
how cruel the twist of fate.(some would say)
I pose this to be a test; one i have to endure. one i have endured in the past. a life lived before.
I promised to see you again.... i did.
now no more.
my heart is sad.
for i found you again... and you said just friends...............................


imBambi 58M/50F

1/12/2006 10:56 pm

I am touched by your pain. If words could mend a broken heart, I certainly would share them with you tonight. If it is any consolation, please know that someone out there in blogland cares and feels.

XXX
Bambi


2xmrclean 58M

1/13/2006 6:07 am

Bambi, how sweet you are... I have thought often that life is more or less pain, interupted by brief moments of happieness. we seldome let people see what is going on inside of us. I'm just glad you took time to see and share. we only have our time to give one another. 2x


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