My mind... sick and twisted  

2ofusfor3 53M/48F
245 posts
5/12/2005 6:42 am

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My mind... sick and twisted

When I watch porno's, I usually go for the shock treatment... you know, find something to watch that I have only heard about.... something crazy. I remember back in the beginning... my first porno's, I would put my hands in front of my eyes with my fingers splayed and watch through them totally shocked at butt fucking. I cringed at the thought of the pain and groseness of it all. But what was really kinda cool, what surprised me most, was when I realized how wet I was. Not just a little, but a puddle. Why? I wondered. Am I sick minded?

So, now adays, guess what! I'm still going for the shock treatment. Oh YES! And last night was no exception. I told Sean to find me something way out there and he did. My first time viewing transvestite sex. Again, through splayed fingers I watched the video. Again, I was shocked. Again I was WET! and again, I wondered, am I sick minded?


HardNNaughty71 46M

5/12/2005 7:30 am

Nope, I don't think so . . . I am the same way. I haven't made it to the transvestite phase (yet), but I know the first time I watched doggy/woman action I was very shocked and appalled (and yet rock hard).


Cthumper001 55M
1 post
5/12/2005 10:32 am

No you do not have a sick mind just a curious one that loves to be visually stimulated, that wants to explore the other possibilities that you are afraid to try without at least first understanding. We all repress what we truly desire for the fear of not receiving what we want outweighs all else.


EdgeofdesireM 47M

5/12/2005 12:09 pm

To my mind, our minds are ever expanding boundaries and at the center of all our desires. If we have but the will to release into the exploration, even if upon seeing or experiencing we wish it not again, our life becomes all the richer. I say continue forth and let us know along the way. It reminds me of a quote that I love by Henry Miller where he said...

Life moves on, whether we act as cowards or heroes. Life has no other discipline to impose, if we would but realize it, than to accept life unquestioningly. Everything we shut our eyes to, everything we run away from, everything we deny, denigrate or despise, serves to defeat us in the end. What seems nasty, painful, evil, can become a source of beauty, joy and strength, if faced with an open mind. Every moment is a golden one for him who has the vision to recognize it as such.


2ofusfor3 53M/48F

5/12/2005 2:17 pm

OK, so.... any good titles of nasty and shocking porn movies?


rm_twoforfun49 56M/59F
34 posts
5/17/2005 7:53 pm

WHAT ABOUT THE OBVIOUS. SOME GOOD HOTT FOOTAGE OF THE FIRST TIME U AND YOUR MATE TOOK OR HAD SOMEONE TAKE VIDEO OR PHOTOS OF THE WET HOT ACTION THE 2 OF U EXPERIENCED 2GETHER YEARS PAST. THAT ALONG WITH THE MENTAL NOTES AND VEIWS OF HER FIRST BI EXPERIENCE OR THE FIRST TIME U HAD SEX WITH ANOTHER COUPLE. THAT ALWAYS MAKES IT HOT AND EXCITING FOR US.


mnfun952 102M

5/24/2005 3:52 pm

You sound a LOT like my wife (in some ways).... when she watches porn... she can say things like "OMG..look at that cock... fucking her ass... that's GOT to hurt.. that's just nasty"...and yet, her panties are freakin' SOAKED...she gets SO wet... especially watching a woman get double penetrated OR watching two women together.... and yet - she claims she is not interested in being with another woman OR in having 2 guys fuck her at the same time....


2ofusfor3 53M/48F

5/24/2005 10:51 pm

EXACTLY!


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