so_much_trouble 38F
86 posts
10/21/2005 7:38 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I woke up this morning and didn't feel any better than I did last night when I went to sleep. I got late night phone calls begging for me to visit, but not from the one I wanted. I still have no clue as to what the next step in my life should be. Maybe I should just flip a coin. Heads I stay, tails I go. Leave it up to fate.

It has been 9 days since I had my last cigarette. My oral fixation is driving me nuts. I didn't know how bad it was until I caught myself sucking on a pen. Yuck. This is harder than I thought.

The pic today was taken right before I got out of bed. Do I look sleepy or sad?

mygmyg 59M

10/22/2005 9:07 am

so much trouble, for the oral fixation, try peppermint discs, you know the white/red swirl candy, walsmart carries a sugarfree brand, to save your teeth.

Just pop one in your mouth when you get the urge, the cooling sesation from the mint seems to help too. I also used the mentholated cough drops to choke off the urge!

Good luck, be strong, this will pass!!

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