The woman in me is aroused, and the little girl inside me is giggly and excited!  

1st_timedoll 34F
47 posts
12/18/2005 11:00 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The woman in me is aroused, and the little girl inside me is giggly and excited!

People actually read MY blog?! And people actually emailed ME?!

I guess somewhere in my mind I figured I would be the only person reading my blog. The attention feels so gooooood. I really just wanted to start a blog as some sort of online journal where I could openly express my thoughts and feelings, without without fear of being personally judged or persecuted. When I signed up to this website I was definitely hesitant; I had all sorts of stereotypes in my head as to what "kind" of people would be into the same "dirty, perverse thoughts" that I've kept to myself for so long. And what did I find?...

..people like ME!!! Normal, healthy, society-functioning human beings! And somewhere deep inside the crevices of my naivity was a touch of shock because this goes against everything my mother ever told me. "Only pedophiles, , and perverts do stuff like THAT", was the response I was given when I asked what 'menage a trois' meant when in 6th grade.

I can now officially breathe a sigh of relief, knowing my thoughts and fantasies are shared by many other "normal" people besides myself. It's OKAY that I'm watching soft porn on HBO as I type this. It's OKAY that I have to stop typing so I can use both hands on myself when the sex-scenes get hot! And it's OKAY that I'm ready to pursue this full-on.

The girl inside me is opening her eyes, and the woman I am is unzipping her pants.

hd2005rider 49M
24 posts
12/18/2005 11:59 pm

Unzip them and enjoy sweetie............if you need any help look me up ok.

TheSentinel001 37M

12/19/2005 1:15 pm

Yes, some of us here have read you're 1st blog, i'm still against the whole humilation and all that 'odd' stuff. Maybe since i've always treated my girls like queens, i'm just not used to reading about this.
If you ever tire of that lifestyle and want to settle down look me up.
As for you unzipping those pants, come to chicago and i'll give you a nice long, deep tongue bath.. no strings attached.

TheSentinel: Being stoic.. i stopped loving and feeling.

rm_mkucream72 44M

12/20/2005 7:34 pm

You go girl! There are "normal" people here. Sexual desire is everywhere....and if you need help with that zipper...drop me a line!

BrianandJenelle 39M/40F
5 posts
12/27/2005 10:03 am

Brian Says:

No offense to the person who wrote in above me, but to comment on the normalcy of people on this type of site next to a picture of a cock is a little ironic to me. I thought the same as you when we first started but then we realized that there were lots of psychos, perverts, and genuinely dirty people out there. We found that no matter how exciting and stimulating a scene might be you have to approach it with a little caution and really find out what those people are after and see if they are actually listening to you or they are just saying what they need to get you to … unzip!! I get off with the introspective lovers. The ones that get excited by the reactions and emotions that great sex produces in their lovers. It’s that genuine curiosity about human nature that little kids that play sex party with their Barbie’s or play doctor in the closet (with not only the girl next door but all her girl friends she brought with her) have when they grow-up. It sounds like that’s a little bit of you. So if you look for a little bit of that you might find that this lifestyle is rewarding and worth have a separate room in your house that only your special friends know about.

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