Less talk, more action...  

1st_timedoll 34F
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1/6/2006 12:01 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Less talk, more action...

I've decided to stop analyzing myself as much as I do, especially when it comes to the decisions I make regarding this website.

For 90% of my life I've done everything I can to please my parents, my friends, my professors, and my bosses. I've gone SO out of my way to make sure that I'm going above-and-beyond what everybody in my life expects me to be. I lost my virginity on my 21st birthday and Ihad thought that I let my entire family down. As I look back I realize that I had waited for the perfect man, and I have no regrets about the decision I made.

All of my decisions are given a good amount of thought before they are acted upon. I ended up meeting a very nice, normal couple through this website, and I've been with them twice. I definitely plan on meeting with them again, and I've decided to just let the events of things naturally flow. I'm having a good (*great!*) time with them and even though it goes against everything I've been taught, I'm happy with it all. I'm enjoying myself and experiencing new things.

There's only one question: What are my limits? I've been receiving emails from lots of different couples/people/whatever and I need to decide how far I'm going with all this. I really like the idea of people with this one couple on a regular basis, but I want to make sure I warrant off all possibilities of attachment by maybe seeing one other couple. What do you think?

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