I miss my aff friends :(  

1niceTgirl2try 35T
217 posts
3/10/2006 6:07 am

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10/7/2007 7:51 pm

I miss my aff friends :(

I have let my work consume me, and to be honest I cant say it's all for the best... i mean the costs of my lifestyle do not match my income...

here i am in my mid 20's.... that place where your supposed to be all insecure cause your highschool friends are better liars about their jobs then you, and I have already been through that... i did my "i make 30k per year" thing at both family reunion and get-togethers with the old clique from the lunch room... so instead im stuck in chasing a dream mode...

remember where i was just before i took some time off? i mean in that "it's time to be responsible" mode i was in... well i decided to put it twords what will probly end up being the hugest investment I will ever get the chance to make, in myself... unfortunately because it was my money it was easier to be irresponsible with it and spend spend spend without thinking of anything but art art art... so now that im down to less then a years worth of living left... i have gotten into overdrive... dont tell nobody cause i already found my stuff come up on search engines from this site, but i had one of the most amazing responces at "the event" which ill refer to as [te] from now on to keep from showin up on searches ha ha ha...

hell i had some cute girls who were goin nuts for my stuff too, although that doesnt say anything about them likeing me, just means they like my music and the boy image of me ha ha ha... how long am i going to let myself be dilluded into thinkin that i can make money in entertainment as an actress... yeah i might have alot of experiance, but in the end i need some time to be out of charictor... and if im thinkin that way... ** sigh ** nevermind im trying to not get too negitive...

anyway... i miss you all very much... hope everyone is doin good (all 4-10 of you plus every unseen reader who shows up but doesnt say nothin)

Gozzbot 29M
132 posts
3/10/2006 2:52 pm

We're all cheering you on so don't worry. I'm sure everything will work out for you in the end.

rm_jackie40503 70T
1323 posts
3/11/2006 12:52 pm

Honey, we're doing fine. You just take care of you and don't worry about us. We'll always be here for ya. Do what you need to do. You should be the most important thing to you right now, till you can get this all straightened out.

Love ya,

rm_FreeLove999 46F
16127 posts
3/11/2006 12:59 pm

sorry i haven't been by honey. i've been sick. i feel overwhelmed by the number of blogs i owe a visit to ... LOL! yours was at the bottom of the list, cos you haven't posted for the longest, so i randomly decided to start at the bottom of the list

just make it happen, ok. i am rooting for you!

[blog freelove999]

poboy_aj 63M

3/12/2006 4:57 pm

You can be sure ... I'll be taking a stroll through your blog every now and then ... like a walk in the park ... just keep it up ...

1niceTgirl2try 35T
167 posts
3/12/2006 10:26 pm

thanx everybody... serious things are happening so ill either blow up bigger then i was willing to before (but hell i dont mind sucess) or ill fail and come to my senses again ha ha ha ha... then again... maybe all ill really do is land a 9-5 that supports my art intrests ha ha ha ha ha ha

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