You Fucking Bastard  

rm_1SweetBitch 55F
3114 posts
6/10/2006 10:22 pm
You Fucking Bastard


Out walking, sensing no danger
I was ravaged by a total stranger.
The shock destroyed my confidence
I could not fight in self defence.

During this brutal act of
from which my body could not escape.
My mind detached and was roaming free,
I saw myself weeping bitterly.

The damage that this man created
must never be underrated.
With loving care I was healed,
though mental scars will be concealed.

My instinct, to retreat inside
some quiet place where I can hide.
This secret that is hard to bear
the nagging doubts and formless fear.

My anguished pain can now be shared,
to bare my soul I am prepared.
I will no longer suffer silently
talking about this will set me free

To satisfy some bastard's lust,
I was a young girl who lost all trust
I know you are now out of jail and free
Just answer this...why me?

At times I close my eyes and see your ugly face
my heart begins to pound and race.
I still hear your voice...it makes my skin crawl
I hope Bubba ripped you a new asshole, while he pinned you to the wall!

Sorry guys, just felt the need to post this.


No Day Is So Bad It Can't Be Fixed With Great Sex!

1 SweetBitch


MaggiesWishes 59F

6/14/2006 8:48 am

Vent, rage, rant even ... get that bad bug out of your system. Nothing is ever better until we can purge the foul act from our bodies. Sadly, our memory takes longer to heal.

warm huggies 2ya sweet lady.


rm_1SweetBitch replies on 6/14/2006 8:57 am:
Whenever this seems to get the best of me I vent/rant. It does make it go back to it's hiding place...it never goes away. I find when I do this I feel so much better. Thanx

SpaceRangerNJ 55M
4687 posts
6/13/2006 8:57 am

Very nicely written. Eleoquently got the message and the range of feeling across. Very talented.
Sad you had to go through it. Glad you are OK.
SR


rm_1SweetBitch replies on 6/13/2006 9:26 am:
Thank you...getting the point across was my goal...glad I could do that

teddybare426 58M
487 posts
6/12/2006 9:38 am

It happened to someone close to me. From that I have a small understanding of what you went through. Wishing you well.


rm_1SweetBitch replies on 6/12/2006 8:52 pm:
I am fine...I just have to vent every now and then

rm_gorilla062 49M
232 posts
6/12/2006 5:52 am

I know what it is like to have pain revisit at times... maybe more than it should.
I pray that you always have inner peace from your pain. thanks for sharing SB!!


rm_1SweetBitch replies on 6/12/2006 7:19 am:
I hate when this pain revisits its ugly face but, when it does I have to vent and it will go away. Thanx

HeardLankaMalls 55M
2925 posts
6/12/2006 5:43 am

No need to every apologize SB for saying (or writing) things from your heart. It's a great poem!

Thanks for sharing...

Hugs, C


rm_1SweetBitch replies on 6/12/2006 7:16 am:
Thank you, I was a little heated with that and that is why I apologized. I hate getting heated unless it is a sexual heat if ya know what I mean

chasingfun27 38M
1108 posts
6/11/2006 10:51 pm

    Quoting Ginnung:
    *Looks very angry and very cold*
    I've known more than a few victims, and I've developed a zero tolerance policy for violent . Castration. Period.

    Unfortunately, I'm too forgiving to apply that across the board. There are many forms of that aren't apparently violent, and they're so very much harder to deal with. *Sigh*
is a crime of sexual violence so castration is no help. If you cut a man's balls off - he'll be plenty angry. Not that I'm soft on this, I just think a bullet is a better, more permanent, solution.

Sorry. No one should have to deal with that.


rm_1SweetBitch replies on 6/12/2006 7:14 am:
is a brutal act of control that some weak man/woman does to another. Having his balls and cock removed does not stop him, being the cock was not what he was tring to please in the first place.

rm_shannee2006 52F
3355 posts
6/11/2006 8:29 pm

Hugs to the girl that happened to. Kudos to the woman who is not remaining silent. Nice poem Sweet and it's good not to bottle that stuff up.

Yup...this juiciness is from me....

S


rm_1SweetBitch replies on 6/11/2006 9:05 pm:
Thanx for the hug and I have found that talking about it helps so that is what I do.

puntachueca 105M

6/11/2006 6:13 am

I wish there was something I could do to erase that awful memory.
At least he got a chance to meet bubba and learn what it was like to be a victim. I just wish they'd never let these bastards out. I was a prosecutor years ago, and put one of these slime (who kidnapped, and shot his victims and left them to die).. away for life...but he was a "good boy" and got out, and started again. More victims. I could have switched the chair on and fried the bastard with no hesitation.


rm_1SweetBitch replies on 6/11/2006 9:28 am:
That really angers me to read that...these men do get out and 99.9% of the time they go right back to destroying another innocent girl/boy's life. This world has too many victims in it...it has got to stop.

rm_skyeone2 64M/45F
7186 posts
6/11/2006 5:49 am

I agree fully with Notbigbutwilling! He has summed it up beautifully, there is so much violence going on in the world today that we are becoming immune to it all. It's a sad reflection on humanity that contrary to the laws and court systems, this is getting worse not "better"!

Here is a cyber hug for you hun and I'm hoping your emotional scars will heal along with the physical. I know the emotional damage takes a lot longer to heal, but I sincerely hope it does for you!

(((((HUGS)))))
Skye


Blessed Be


rm_1SweetBitch replies on 6/11/2006 9:23 am:
Thank you for your sweet post...I will never get over this but, I do not live this everyday in my life. The post I did before this one about dirty old men is what triggered this need for venting. I am fine and today is a better day.

JuicyBBW1001 54F

6/11/2006 5:07 am

(((((((((1Sweet))))))))))))) sorry your living through a nightmare again. Same thing happens to me at times. Be strong gf.

Juicy


rm_1SweetBitch replies on 6/11/2006 9:19 am:
I am sorry to hear you have also had to go throughn this. I will be fine...when I vent my anger it builds my strength. Thanx sweetie

Notbigbutwilling 49M

6/11/2006 3:34 am

No apology necessary.
We live in a violent and dangerous world but are becoming immune to the suffering of others.
Regular reminders are needed.


rm_1SweetBitch replies on 6/11/2006 9:18 am:
I agree, many that have not gone through what so many men and women/boy's and girl's have gone through ( ) would never understand how the little things spark up that ugly almost deadly day.

uniqueenergy42 69M
17 posts
6/11/2006 12:49 am

There sure is a lot of rage still in you and I can understand that. I would like you to know that all men are not like the one that you. I too hope that Bubba tooking care of him while in jail..But more than that I hope you are better and that you will be able to carry on with your life and lead as close to normal sexual life.


rm_1SweetBitch replies on 6/11/2006 9:16 am:
My post before this one about dirty old men will explain where the rage comes from. What I saw yesterday with the older men brought back horrible memories and that is where this post came from.

This happened to me as a child...I am now a 44 year old woman. I know that all men are not like this. My life is great...I love sex and have a great sex life...there are times that I think about the and that will never go away...the bastard scared me for life but, it will not take over my life

Ginnung 37M

6/11/2006 12:41 am

*Looks very angry and very cold*
I've known more than a few victims, and I've developed a zero tolerance policy for violent . Castration. Period.

Unfortunately, I'm too forgiving to apply that across the board. There are many forms of that aren't apparently violent, and they're so very much harder to deal with. *Sigh*


rm_1SweetBitch replies on 6/11/2006 9:11 am:
Any is hard to deal with...it stays with you for life. Even though the scars are hidden...they still remain. Because of my post before this one it brought back many memories that were hidden. It is things like that which hit hard. As I have said before to vent this does make the memories go away and hide and that is why I do it.

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