If They Had Only Told Us  

00950053 33M
30 posts
10/18/2005 12:09 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

If They Had Only Told Us

Hiho to the interested few,

Quite often, people hear and see examples of lost loves and newly aquired hurts. All in an effort by those more experienced - obviously through trials and experiments or experiences and situations - to advise us, warn us, uplift us or encourage us by whatever humanitarian urges drive them. Is it their Love for us?? Most parents and 'loved' ones have had some of the worst times of their lives in search of true love... but yet they don't warn us to stay away from it like they do marijuana and cocaine, they try to inspire us to keep our eyes open as you would someone who just tripped or stumbled.

Love or the loss of love (or the loss of the idealistic, imaginary feeling that makes your heart thump without being accompanied by the good feeling of the pre orgasmic shudders or the post coital sweats) has made many men whores, dogs or whatever expressive yet truthful nicknames are given to them or worse... has made them cease to exist if not in the physical of our being e.g. having to attend the funeral; then he would cease to exist mentally e.g. having then to seek counselling for them. It has also made many women armoured soldiers trusting of no one who remotely even reeks of test-tos-tyrone or dave, simon or whatever his name was. Or in some cases hunters, willing to use all their wiles to make men suffer for the mistakes done by the others who've gone before them.

If ever the vunerability, sense of loss, misunderstandings of two people caught up in something unexplainable... yet "punctuated by times of bliss, amorous conversation, lusty thoughts, feigned happiness and stifled conciences in efforts to keep the peace"... was ever explained in detail, any detail even remotley close to the pamphlets circulated on crabs, herepes or even friggin' hair conditioner... would anyone ever be so brave as to fall in love?

I don't want to fall... I want it to be my choice, I want to be loved as I love, cared for, as I have sacrficed whatever it was, that made you unhappy. I want to Walk willingly with my head held high into love... someday.

Smooches and Spit
Kyuudou.


rm_SUGARY67 45F
16 posts
11/1/2005 8:33 pm

Baby, keep thinking positive thoughts. Don't despair, life's too short for us to keep putting ourselves down. I know because I've been through hell and back (relationship wise, even at this present moment there are still some things that I am working on, and I know it wouldn't be easy, but I know I can succeed and will succeed in the end. So don't worry about a thing as Bob Marley says, Every little thing is gonna be all right. Keep thinking positively and your good rewards will come sooner that you think. Remember if you need a friend or someone to talk to, I'm here. Don't be a stranger and don't be afraid to reach out.


00950053 33M

11/2/2005 5:12 pm

I have been reading your replies, but I thought to myself just now... "self...have I ever said to this new friend??? (answer required) thank you for caring and thank you for willing to be there??" Then I studied and read and re read and realised no! So I stop right here and now and say thank you for just being. thanks.

kyuudou.

P.S. you can link me otherwise if you wish email... kyuudou at breakthru dot com.


rm_SUGARY67 45F
16 posts
11/5/2005 9:39 pm

Ok sweetie, will do. Take care now. (smooches)


00950053 33M

11/7/2005 8:57 pm

Right back at cha. Have a good one. yeah?


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